Dragonlord2328 said:
idek whats going on with people i think i find love it goes well then everything screws up i guess thats the problem with long distance relationships or im just meant to die alone

Again, true happiness isn't found in someone else- you need to find ways to bring the joy that you already have out. I know the meme saying "you just need to touch grass" is overplayed, but I think there is some truth in that having real life hobbies can positively effect your mental health: get involved in your community, audition for an opera or two, sign up for some volunteer work. Who knows, you might just find that your special someone is a lot closer than you think.