SirFaxmachineIII said:
Not kink shaming or anything, i'm just really interested to know what about gore or death that you find *assuming its a sexual kink* so hot about it.

If life were a Hollywood movie, it would be because the fetishist's parents were brutally murdered by the Russian/Chinese/Italian/Japanese mafia while having sex, and the fetishist, not even old enough to understand what's happening, witnessed everything from his hiding place in a walk-in closet.
But an alcoholic psychiatrist who recently lost his license and has become suicidal helps the fetishist figure everything out, and both find new meaning in life.