somethingedgey said:
Alright, but if you feel you really need help, dm me first or seek professional help.

I feel like I might've overhyped how, like, serious it was. it was about an extremely minor decision that I made that, despite the result ultimately being extremely trivial, I kind of regret it a lot. 33-50% of the whole story is just setting up context.

I do have a support structure and, prior to even writing it down, I had already discussed this with a close friend, one of few whose wisdom and judgement I trust about as much as my own.