Hey. Let's get right to it. I'm depressed. I've started to hate myself, all that I've done, and want to move on from the bullshit. I know it sounds stupid to get advice from a porn site, but the majority of users here have their heads on straight.

Can anyone share how to battle depression, self-loathing, and this guilt I have for myself? Last night, I couldn't sleep because my mind was racing about what I should do with myself. Obviously, I know the answer. Get out and never comeback. I've accepted that, as the BSting name has brought me nothing but trouble and hatred. My actual accounts, however, is full of love and self-worth, and much better than drawing art that people end up hating. However, this is still something that's going to linger on, so I need something to get my mind off the fact that I've wasted so much of my time and money and the years of abuse I've gained over the years.