As in instead of it being:

User said: response

User2 said: response

blacklisted

User3 said: response

It would just be

User said: response

User2 said: response

User3 said: response

With no indication that the blacklisted comment was even there?

i also kinda wish there was a way to hide your own comments from yourself when serching, but still have them be visible for everybody else

like you say something that gets hella disliked and you still stand by what you said but you just don't want to see it yourself anymore personally, kinda like the opposite of how the current "hide comment" button works

dripen_arn said:
i also kinda wish there was a way to hide your own comments from yourself when serching, but still have them be visible for everybody else

You can do that. Put this in Custom CSS style (Account, Settings, Advanced):

body.c-comments article.comment[data-creator="dripen_arn"] {
    display: none;
}