@G0wther: I'm permanently depressed. But, that doesn't get in the way of listening to whatever I feel like listening to.

@KynikossDragonn: Same.

Though I often think that death would be the best thing for me from a purely logical standpoint and not an emotional one, being an audiophile like myself means that music really gets me into it and really drives how I feel. (If I listen to metal or other hard music with evil themes for example, I do literally feel a bit murdery and tend to be really hateful and highly abrasive to humans and non humans alike. Downright manic if I listen long enough.) So with the depression and already feeling like death is a logical solution for my pathetic life, sad music (say, in the end by Lincoln park or my favorite Queen song) just turns that dial way up and activates the emotional side of it to where suicide becomes more than a constant passing thought and more so something feel the extreme need to actually act on and THAT'S NO GOOD.