@KynikossDragonn: I don't know, I need money and they pay me to do stuff

It's very much not great for ones mental health to work with abusive/sociopathic employers. I understand needing "money", but you need to be very careful with some workplaces. Don't be afraid to quit your job if you're indeed being taken advantage of psychologically.

I do not feel like I have a choice, it was hard enough to get this job.... I don't know if I could find another