My father barely survived a medical malpractice situation that left him suffering from a serious gangrene infection, I'm not very optimistic he'll survive surgery to remove the cancer and the subsequent chemotherapy that'll most likely be a thing too.

Honestly, all I ever seem to do is annoy the hell out of everybody in the "blips" with my thinly veiled attempts at being "happy and positive", so maybe things will just be better off here without me anyways regardless.

Things would be more dull without you, please don't go. Sure you can't please everybody, but as long as you are happy I'm happy for you.