KynikossDragonn said:
So, yesterday.

Father, was admitted to the hospital so they can bypass the area blocked by the tumor with a port+bag.

What was that about "hope things get better"? Sure seems like a bunch of bullshit to me.

This might actually be the last anyone will ever hear from me again, I can't afford the upkeep of everything here. Just to even continue holding this cellphone number that everything wants me to have for 2FA will cost too much.

I can't say I've been through exactly what you're going through. I've lost grandparents to cancer and I wouldn't wish it on anyone else.

As the days go by, initially it won't get easier. Slowly though, you'll find your footing again through friends (yes they're there, don't think otherwise), professionals/hotlines and most importantly yourself and healthy coping mechanisms. You have people you can vent to, confide in and seek guidance from. We're here for you whenever you need it.