Sometimes I feel insecure just looking at some artist's page or simply seeing a username that's somewhat famous in some random comment section. To be fair, most of those people have been around for ages, but then you'll see someone who "joined in 2018" or close and they have created some of the best stuff I've seen on the web. Well, maybe If I had started earlier I could have reached that point as well. But it's not like I didn't have a chance for that too, like sure, I didn't know the internet existed back in 2005, that's fine, but I did browse the web back in 2018. I knew DeviantArt existed back then, I always like drawing, and I had free time. Heck I even had more free time back when I was at my job a couple years ago than right now. It's just that for some reason I just begun to seriously pursue my passion right as I was having to redo college. And now I don't even have summer vacation that I gotta crank up my grades.

Sorry, had to get this out my chest. I feel better now.