Anyone else get mad intrusive thoughts whenever they touch a knife. Not like self-harm stuff but like “what if i threw this shit at like, anything”

HOME-DEPOT said:
Anyone else get mad intrusive thoughts whenever they touch a knife. Not like self-harm stuff but like “what if i threw this shit at like, anything”

mostly ones that make me fear that i'll accidentally pick it up by the blade even if i'm picking one up from a knife block

i recently got a nonretractible boxcutter both cuz it was a bit cheaper and that it had a nice handle, and i can never remember where i put it last on my messy-ass shelves. so now i just have an anxiety that i'll accidentally get myself cut even if i'm trying to go for a trinket or something

@HOME-DEPOT:

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@HOME-DEPOT: not thoughts, but I do throw my knives at things. I'm really good at it.

HOME-DEPOT said:
Anyone else get mad intrusive thoughts whenever they touch a knife. Not like self-harm stuff but like “what if i threw this shit at like, anything”

I have that with plates. Especially decorative ones that you're not supposed to eat off.