What I’ve been up to (Federalchemical1728)

I wanted to show what ive been up to since i last posted, but i’m not gonna post photos of my irl front yard. so i turned the family cats into fluffies & drew a more accurate self-insert planting garlic in the mud while our kitten refuses to leave me alone

i did some thinking while i was planting & i realized i have a habit of assuming “[X] will be mad if I post [Z] before [Y]” or like, “The Next Thing I Post HAS To Be [XYZ] and I can’t post anything else until it’s finished,” and THAT is what leads me into ghosting a website. I get irrationally scared that someone will get mad at me for posting other art before the art that they asked me for, but it’s actually a really natural thing to post already-finished art while you’re working on something new. I promised myself i wouldn’t be ashamed of things I can’t control (like the progression of time & having to dry my underwear on the front hedge).

I’m re-learning how to be a person since quarantine w/ my shitshow of a family, and everyone in this community has been so sweet and encouraging with me i’ve been moved to actual tears several times shut up

It’s insane that a website centered around hurting small cartoon horses is the place that reminded me that good people exist and good things are possible. i’m gonna make MYSELF sick this is so mushy

Enough baring my soul, I’ve got some Gratuitous Violence to post later while i respond to messages. ttyl ✌️