Way to end a year. I just learned someone made double my bank account for a commission and I'm not sure if I even want to touch my drawing tablet anymore. I don't understand how success stories are supposed to motivate me.

somethingedgey said:
...[new year's resolutions] are proven not to work...

That's oddly reassuring. I don't know why, but I find comfort in knowing that stuff that didn't work for me, are in fact, never supposed to work.
Maybe because it gives proof that it wasn't my fault it didn't work?

Also sorry for using this platform to vent. I've been in a crisis since the last few days.