Daleport996 said:
"Maybe because it gives proof that it wasn't my fault it didn't work?"

No, it wasn't really your fault cause changing yourself in strict ways is hard (despite some people trying to convince you didn't try hard enough)
As i said i use cgp grey's advice of using a "theme"

He can explain it better then i can so here's the link
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NVGuFdX5guE