kamimatsu said:
Not that simple. People have started to become more accepting of homosexuality and black people, but it's the reverse for Autism. Even though I could do calculus in my head, I was stuck in special ed counting pennies with a teacher who spoke like I was a puppy. I lost that ability by the way. Wasn't allowed to practice, as in teachers made active efforts to stop me from practicing. One of the colleges I went to made it no secret they were expelling me for it. The letter specifically stated that I should "reevaluate whether [the college] is the right place for someone of [my] needs." It happened the day after I met with disability services for the first time. I've been accused of cheating in my current college for doing better on a typed essay than a handwritten surprise quiz, which is already not allowed because I have to schedule appointments for tests 4 days in advance just for the college to permit me to take them. I've been kicked out of a physics course because I was not allowed to write anything down without having a mental visualization of the objects, which was only required after the professor knew I am physically incapable of creating an actual image of anything mentally and that the part of the brain that allows learning that is missing, but that something like numbers and units are like breathing. Nothing like having the few things I'm good at specifically tailored to punish every advantage Asperger's Syndrome gave me and only allowing what I can never do as an excuse to say I'm not mentally fit for the class. You'd be surprised how many places are upset when they hear a n Autistic student is getting more done than the students without Autism. I've been in my final semester for 12 semesters because there's always some made up reason I couldn't have done the work I did.And that has only gotten worse. For you, it's a joke that everyone uses. For me, it's ammunition against me that everyone has.
This would've killed my faith in humanity if I had any to begin with.
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