mexicanfurry said:
I am a little bored here, so I have question ...In the past I had some trouble with alcohol... but not so much in the usual sense... I explain:
I never really take alcohol by myself. Just it is really hot, I buy a beer or two, some snacks and see a movie, usually with friends or relatives... or in family meetings, people invite me something like Rum with Coca-Cola, or a glass of wine... I reluctantly take it, but never really had a problem in those occasions.
However, there were times when I was stressed, and took alcohol in (those times) Student meetings, or with friends after work... and you know, the typical out of control, when you end up in the floor inconcious and vomiting (taken to the Hospital), or dancing in the table (almost, but you understand). Those episodes were few, but devastating, and in one occasion I lost a job after that (a job I detested, anyway).
Currently, I have sex now a then with a female friend... but our relation is somehow complicated (emotionally)... and I discovered that taking something before our encounters (say, a glass of vodka or tequila), things went more or less more "smooth" and even I performed a little better in bed (altough making more exercise lately - running, iron pumping - seems to be the principal reason).
Given my story,... do you thing that I should continue to do it like that, or I am playing a kind of "Russian Roulete" here? Could it be possible that I lose control, withouf even noticing?
(Please say me that I should stop doing something as stupid).
xd.
Thanks.
The best place to drink is at home with friends. You don't have to go anywhere and at least someone is around to call an ambulance should you need it. You should never drink to improve your mood. I think you should cut back on the alcohol intake before you do something stupid. One of my classmates went to a mountain party with another classmate and they got drunk and high. He never made it home because he ended up half ejected from his friend's car. This was only a few weeks after we graduated from high school. You shouldn't feel obligated to drink if you don't want to.