Oh... No...

CephalonVezir said:
Is there any way to blacklist a pool?

And Grim, if you're reading this, you don't have to continue this comic, though I feel like you've been writing it out for personal reasons as is so..

blacklist pool:14854

he said:
blacklist pool:14854

Thank you.

Ambus did the right thing here, as sad as it is. Mindes needs to see a psychologist, pronto.

I suppose now it's time for him to sink or swim... and I'm guessing he's gonna sink, especially with this likely being a repeat of the past. He couldn't have gotten this far on his own.

he said:
i'm really glad this is just an alt story

the original story isn't much better though, unfortunately.

Graham-Wolf said:
the original story isn't much better though, unfortunately.

If anything, it's worse!

he said:
also i would've expected mindes to be a lot more gentler and understanding to ambus in this situation, knowing how broken ambus's past was

When you are in a relationship like this, it is extremely strenuous on you emotionally and mentally, if anything, this would be as easy as it could have gotten.

Poor guy

why every time I read this a feeling of heat runs through my body, and it does not allow me to move, it only allows me to feel that I am going to vomit.

but I cant figure out why im feeling like this...

can someone explain me please?

mr-fancy-paws said:
why every time I read this a feeling of heat runs through my body, and it does not allow me to move, it only allows me to feel that I am going to vomit.

but I cant figure out why im feeling like this...

can someone explain me please?

Sounds like a literal triggered (I hate how this word has been abused). You're probably experiencing a panic attack due to past trauma... Is that the case?

LateefYeen said:
Sounds like a literal triggered (I hate how this word has been abused). You're probably experiencing a panic attack due to past trauma... Is that the case?

I would not know if it is a trauma from the past, but as far as I can remember, (I have a very bad memory, so much so that I can not remember what I did yesterday) I was fairly tortured by my parents in a psychological and physical way. (besides that I miss a person, that is another boy, yeah I am a male too) so ... does that count as trauma from the past?

I guess i'm a terrible person. I would have given in. Sex aside, I couldn't have left him literally begging. I'd doom him to repeat abuse if it'd make him happy. I've been there before, I'm probably doing it now. You can't change people, but you can give them a safe place to help them learn, to help them try.