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  • I hope they figure out what ever is needed to stay together or at least to stay close to each other. His hug and expression proofs how hard just the thought of losing her seems to be for him.

    Last time I hug someone like that, it were my parents after a night in which I had several nightmares about finding them killed in different horrible ways, just to wake up in the next nightmare.
    Well, I also needed about two years to stop freezing for a few seconds in fear, when ever I see a clothes hanger.

    P.s. please excuse if it’s hard to read or if I did some mistakes with spelling or wording, English is not my native language.

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  • I can't help but wonder where she's been all day. I don't think she went with Jayden, they are not that close. She just promised to talk with her dad. And I really doubt she went back to Morissa after school.

    You can tell how guilty both Serah and Seb feel about their fight. Serah had some very valid concerns but she handled the situation poorly. She let her fears and past traumas get the better of her and instead of talking things out she pushed him to take action and shift the responsability on him. She treated him like shit and failed to appreaciate at the moment just how much thought and effort he put into their date all in hopes to make her happy.

    On the other hand, Seb did not stop to consider their situation not even once and thought they could just keep things as they were indefinitely. He wasn't taking the situation seriously, and by extension, he wasn't taking the relationship seriously. Which is escencially a huge disrespect to your partner. Up to that point he didn't realize how deep her feelings for him went. And how terrified she is of not having him in her life.

    They are kids, and these are hard stuff, even for adults. So no one is to blame here. Some appologies are in order but that is not what's bothering them. Now they know that their feelings go beyond the siblings bond they share. They got to the point where they will have to decide whether to commit to this relationship and accepting all the hardships they will have to face from now on or just call the whole thing off right there and then.

    Just as Keith said, some relationships take a lot of effort and sacrifices to make it work. It goes without saying that the road ahead will be harder and require a lot more work than of normal couples.

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  • I’ve never had a sister, only younger brother’s, but nevertheless siblings tend to forget about emotional security; for us guy’s, family forgets we cry too.

    Serah’s really hurt Seb, and this shows how much more he needs her…, beyond the sex.

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  • Seb could still be asleep and it is just his subconscious acting after hearing her voice.

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  • abiorionson said:
    I hope they figure out what ever is needed to stay together or at least to stay close to each other. His hug and expression proofs how hard just the thought of losing her seems to be for him.

    Last time I hug someone like that, it were my parents after a night in which I had several nightmares about finding them killed in different horrible ways, just to wake up in the next nightmare.
    Well, I also needed about two years to stop freezing for a few seconds in fear, when ever I see a clothes hanger.

    P.s. please excuse if it’s hard to read or if I did some mistakes with spelling or wording, English is not my native language.

    I personally think those hugs in furry art, or hugs like that in real life are amazing. Every time I hug someone like that (my mother or boyfriend for example), I can't help but get emotional or just sob. Hugging is an amazing way to show how much you care for someone else.

    Also, your English is clear ;3

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  • It's Saturday, no-school-day, so they can figure it all out... cuddling in bed as long as they want... I'm glad their story continues.

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  • I imagine them apolagizing to one another in bed, hugging eachother firmly and lovingly, tears of joy of the reunion possibly coming out as they embrace eachother (intercourse would come but not at the present situation of my imagination)...
    *Happy wholesome Lynx noises

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  • I really, really love how Seb needs so little to say so much 💗💓💖

    I am SO damn eagerly awaiting the next page

    *hits refresh...*

    *hits refresh...*

    *hits refresh...*

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  • achakclaw said:
    I personally think those hugs in furry art, or hugs like that in real life are amazing. Every time I hug someone like that (my mother or boyfriend for example), I can't help but get emotional or just sob. Hugging is an amazing way to show how much you care for someone else.

    I fully agree with you that hugs are an amazing way to show your emotions towards someone else. (With enough strength it also works to show how much you hate someone)

    But what I meant is that his hug (at least to me) feels desperate. Maybe its just my imagination, but to me he looks like he hugs her, to never let her go again, but is afraid to open his eyes, in case it is just a dream, and she might be gone if he opens them.

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  • Well, okay, my theory for how this scene was going to go was wrong. Still good to see a new page, as always.

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  • grenout said:
    I can't help but wonder where she's been all day. I don't think she went with Jayden, they are not that close.

    Who knows?
    It's not like the nosy blackmailer was giving her too many options to force Serah to accept her "help" for better or for worse, the last time we saw her.

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  • God this hits hard, I know exactly how Seb is feeling right there and I know how much pain and guilt he feels because I've fucked things up quite similarly. (Not exactly with biological family, but a friend I had a similar enough relationship to this) I ruined everything between me and her and I would give anything to have her back in my life again.

    I know this isnt exactly the place to say this but I have to let it out somewhere.

    To anyone who read this, I appreciate it. And to the friend I hurt, I'm sorry and I wish I could fix things I'd give-up everything to have you back in my life again...

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  • abiorionson said:
    I hope they figure out what ever is needed to stay together or at least to stay close to each other. His hug and expression proofs how hard just the thought of losing her seems to be for him.

    Last time I hug someone like that, it were my parents after a night in which I had several nightmares about finding them killed in different horrible ways, just to wake up in the next nightmare.
    Well, I also needed about two years to stop freezing for a few seconds in fear, when ever I see a clothes hanger.

    P.s. please excuse if it’s hard to read or if I did some mistakes with spelling or wording, English is not my native language.

    I can relate dude! I have nightmares often, they always fuck with me.

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  • nekod said:
    Seb could still be asleep and it is just his subconscious acting after hearing her voice.

    I actually agree with you. He is still asleep but he missed her so much that this hug is purely a reaction to her voice. If he were just dreaming he would wake up to be hugging a pillow (how many of us has been there?). But this is real and he will fully wake up SO happy!

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  • mister_reeee said:
    For me, last time I cuddled was after a fun time in bed with an fwb several years ago. Happy days...

    Edit: Oooh my first disliked post! Don't know how I got that, main point was that I miss the cuddles myself haha x)

    Well, I think, the main reason is that you seemed that you either:
    - did not understood what kind of “cuddling” I was talking about.
    Or
    - That you called cuddling after something so frightening that it can be called traumatic

    “Happy days”

    Your edit clarified that it was the first option. But I am sure, that you do not miss cuddling while be near the point of shaking and crying in fear, that you might lose the other person(s) in an emotionally horrible way.

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  • wendigo_psychosis said:
    I can relate dude! I have nightmares often, they always fuck with me.

    I honestly feel sorry for you and I cannot fully understand what it means, to have them often, since I’m lucky enough, to dream only every 5 to 6 months (in average).
    But the memories of the nightmares I had, are often part of the things I see, when closing my eyes.

    P.s. I know, looking at the science, a person dreams multiple times per night and just forget the dreams.

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  • trader-joe said:
    I dont think you and I are reading the same comic, thats just not true

    https://e621.net/posts/3163286?pool_id=24217

    I think a lot are ignoring the lovely beginning of the conversation by which Jayden convinced Serah to talk to her for better or worse.
    It's still blackmail. Jayden continues to force contact with someone she got off to a bad start with and continues to have every bad word used to force Serah to accept her help.

    https://e621.net/posts/3095518?pool_id=24217
    https://e621.net/posts/3126247?pool_id=24217

    Even Jayden's intimidation is using it. I know many love the blackmailer but I don't like her since the way she is trying "to help" or the way she is forcing her to participate in this whole thing. Mainly for not including Seb in the conversation.

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