I wish I was better at storytelling and constructing sentences and dialogue, heh...

@G0wther: Once I get my PhD I hope to get a job in research and/or academia

@Dragonlord2328: I hope your work is something you enjoy and it pays well.

I would love a job such as IT or analytics or something in that field because that's what all my past jobs have been since my very first one at age 16. I'm good at it and it pays good (plus it's anti social and I can do it even as a male) but I'm "unfit for employment" now. My dream jobs though are more along the lines of entertainer as well as some not so sfw after dark jobs on the side like stripping (as a female) and stuff but uhhh... Won't get into that RN.

Anyway my point being, simply having a job is a godsend, and enjoying the work and having good pay is a cherry on top. Don't take it for granted, friendo!

G0wther said:
@Dragonlord2328: I'm exhausted. I only slept about 2 hours this morning before I had to do stuff. I feel great though. How are you beautiful?

Im doing ok i guess got work tomorrow

post #2463584

Yes! :V

@Dragonlord2328: I'm exhausted. I only slept about 2 hours this morning before I had to do stuff. I feel great though. How are you beautiful?

@Kemonophonic: Oh noes. I hope it turns around.

@furballs_dc: Yummy! I just got done cooking some Tuna steaks and Lobstertails. Don't know when I'm going to eat them, (anorexia and all) but cooking them was the fun part.

Dragonlord2328 said:
Hows everyone doing today? :)

Good, had pancakes for lunch. =^-^=

Hows everyone doing today? :)

@poopjuice: what if I want to agree instead?

earth is pettan
change my mind

@bipface: in order for you to not be able to quit, I'm pretty sure you have to be either physically or mentally addicted to a drug, which as far as fags I am not. Something in my body, be it my fucked up genetics or chemistry doesn't allow me to get a lot of common addictions and some drugs don't even have effects in the first place. (I.e. cannabinoids don't produce in me any sort of buzz or high. It's just uselessly inhaling smoke.) In case you are wondering why I would smoke in that case, I do it partially to stop my autistic 'ticks' and fidgeting by distracting my hands, partially out of boredom, and partially in an attempt to hopefully develop cancer and die faster without exerting much effort.

Update though, I found out that I wasn't freaking out from withdrawals, it was just a weird anxiety filled panic attack sort of thing combined with my lack of sleep. Timing was coincidental. Also update, I just got back from getting more fags so yeah.

Am literally addicted to Genshin Impact. I cannot for the love of me stop playing that game and it's taking away my time from other games I had planed D: First world problems lol.

G0wther said:
I thought withdrawals only happened from real drugs not fags,

where did you get that idea?
they wouldn't be so notoriously hard to quit without withdrawal symptoms

Is it ACTUALLY possible for me (male anatomy) to fully enjoy the largest T-rex (stan) BD toy available, which is extra large I think? Just want to know before I buy if it is anatomically possible considering depth, shape, and diameter to fully hilt since I kinda want to do it at least once just to say I did/can. And if so, is fitting something of that size exclusive to softer firmnesses, or could one contain all of Stan even when made Firm?

I'm not interested in just buying something to mantle and admire that I can't use myself.

https://github.com/Member1221/uwu

"An esoteric "programming language", write machine code using the characters "u" and "w"."

Sweet Mercy! :V

G0wther said:
@Lance_Armstrong: I took your advice. :)

Good, there's no winning with that unless you have a good reason.

I wish I could get some kind of license to legally experiment with drugs on myself for research. I want to try and create a cognition boosting 'psy hypo' possibly using a mix of stratera, adderal, concerta, and caffeine. Maybe also a minimal amount of numbing/uninhibiting agent to increase steady flow of logical thought without causing impairment to prevent over thinking and obsessiveness like alcohol. And with all those stimulants, it would probably be good to add something to balance heart rate to make sure it's safe and steady, possibly also cutting out jitters but retaining increased motor speed/strength.

@Lance_Armstrong: I took your advice. :)

Dragonlord2328 said:
I love the boundary break vids

Yes! =^-^=

furballs_dc said:
A closer look at ROM Hacking and Scripting in Emulation | MVG

Out of Bounds Secrets | Minecraft - Boundary Break

=^.^=

I love the boundary break vids

xkcd Phone 12

Gameboy printer compatible.

Kemonophonic said:
post #2462128

うにゃ!

Meow! <3

A closer look at ROM Hacking and Scripting in Emulation | MVG

Out of Bounds Secrets | Minecraft - Boundary Break

=^.^=

post #2462101

:P

@G0wther: Go to sleep

omegasunburst sketches fsr look more stylish than their finished versions

Great...
I've hit hour ~65 of being continuously awake.

Should I succumb to sleep or keep pushing?

@Ratte: DM me. Given that you seem to depend highly on a healthy and balanced support-to-production ratio to survive, I think negotiations are in order. I'm willing to make a sacrifice to help you survive as long as we can come to a reasonable agreement that ensure we BOTH can survive given your circumstances and my borderline destitute lifestyle.
>:3

@G0wther: It is entirely up to you. I lose more patronage than I gain and with my roommate unable to find work the past few months and winter starting early where I live I'm getting a lot more desperate and irritable. All the writing for this project is already finished so all that's left is illustrations, which take me about a week. Those go up every friday with WIPs every saturday and anything extra I make usually on tuesdays. I try to post enough to make it worth people's while rather than the "maybe I'll post twice this month" comics that make 12x what I do.

@Ratte: I think I'm going to try your KoFi first since it allows single time support and I'll move up from there going from KoFi to patreon if I find it possible to sustain continuous pay.

If I can afford a copious chainsmoking habit, should be easy-peasy, right?

@Ratte:

Until then, only the best.

@G0wther: @bipface: Please actually consider supporting what I slave away working on so I can keep working on it and keep my loans/bills paid. I literally cannot do those things otherwise.

Ratte said: …

damn that's a lotta' detail
textures everywhere

@Ratte: Look at you popping on at almost EXACTLY the onset of devil's hour.

Howdy!:)

A little heart-to-heart (chapter 37): post #2459081

Please support my work so I can keep it going. It would help me out a lot, especially as we head into winter.

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
Sometimes I wonder about how some apps are neglected. Yet they are pretty good to use and chat on. Like Telegram... I neglect that like hell XD

Yes. I totally get that.

But to be fair, I am an anomaly with the opposite problem: Awesome apps you never heard of are the ones I have more of. (Bluelines/Bridge anyone?) But Facebook? Twitter? what's app? Spotify?...The fuck are those?

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
Sometimes I wonder about how some apps are neglected. Yet they are pretty good to use and chat on

probably because the current landscape is like this: https://xkcd.com/2365/
i.e. crowded; too many options with very little interoperability
to gain traction, a chat service needs some very compelling aspect(s) that sets it apart
(or force it upon captive users, in the case of MS Teams / iMessage)

Sometimes I wonder about how some apps are neglected. Yet they are pretty good to use and chat on. Like Telegram... I neglect that like hell XD

@bipface: pfft... baka.

:3

G0wther said:
Ever stayed up so long you mistook the sides of the road passing by your car window on the way to the hospital for giant mud frogs leaping in and out of the ground?

stop! you're making tomo-chan worried …

I'm finally getting back into art. I'm gonna try and do some digitally without the help of my traditional sketches.

Ever stayed up so long you mistook the sides of the road passing by your car window on the way to the hospital for giant mud frogs leaping in and out of the ground?

Fun!

bipface said:
why don't you try going to sleep?

I really need to. What's is it like... *checks* 53 hours now?! Yeah, no wonder my mind and body are screaming for death.

Among Us Glitches - Son of a Glitch - Episode 99

:3

G0wther said:
…

why don't you try going to sleep?

I managed to strip down a huge tray of tiny butts to get at least a couple good pulls out of it, something I've never done or had to do. I'm conserving my scavenge as best I can however. I'm just barely getting by and still very edgy but I'm better than I was I guess. Not sure how I can possibly stretch my scraps out till tomorrow much less for a whole nother 2 days till I can get more fags though.

By then I will be probably a complete wreck. Yikes.

6 of the Biggest Single-Celled Organisms

Neat stuff indeed.

Awww Jesus fuck me. I'm going freaking crazy here. I had no idea simply running out of fags when you only rely on them in boredom or to calm mental unease could make you feel so, just insane. They must be to me what laudanum is to Amnesia protagonists or something.

What is this overwhelming itch without the itch? I thought withdrawals only happened from real drugs not fags, and I'm not even addicted to fags. Am I really going crazy from withdrawals after only 14 hours from something I'm not even addicted to, or because I'm greatly more unstable with no smokes to put me at bay? I guess the extreme sleep deprivation doesn't help either.

...So itchy, nothing to scratch. Fuck!

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
I wonder what's it like to be a voice actor... .3.

Ive tried to be a voice actor but no luck sadly

@~WolfyTheWolf~: Hey seriously though, if you could find a way to link me to a recording or a audio file of yourself in DM or otherwise I wouldn't mind taking a listen and giving you an objective opinion or some sort of rating on how good you are. If that's something you felt comfortable doing and all that is.

G0wther said:
I guess that would require us to, you know, actually hear your beautiful little Wolfy voice to know if it was good enough I guess.

Awwwe. >//w//<

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
If someone was to hear my voice and my voice impressions... Do you think I'd make a good voice actor?

I guess that would require us to, you know, actually hear your beautiful little Wolfy voice to know if it was good enough I guess.

If someone was to hear my voice and my voice impressions... Do you think I'd make a good voice actor?

This Sonic Game is INSANELY GOOD | Lair Plays Sonic GT

Sweet Mercy!

@KynikossDragonn: Actually now that I'm thinking about it, I'm not actually sure if I am going to take the time to write what may essentially turn out to be an autobiography on that stuff since it has basically been a part of me my entire life, or if I will decide to keep it short and sweet only giving the highlights. But knowing me, even then it will be long and tiresome as fuck. And given how I tend to play my hand close to my chest on this topic in particular, and the fact that I actually can't bring myself to trust people, especially on this site, Idk if I will openly talk about that stuff with anyone via DM...

MAYBE?, you can ask me broad questions about it in blips and with any luck I'll end up saying a little something about it to you, but I still DK. Maybe that will change when I'm NOT about to die from exhaustion though. We'll see I suppose.

Wow, has it really been a full 45hrs. awake already? I need to at least try to go to bed I guess, right? Like right now before my heart jumps out of my chest?

I get it meat suit: you are practically dying and begging for rest. You don't need to be so loud and obnoxious about it. Shut up!

@KynikossDragonn: oh boy, oh boy. The blips is definitely not the place for that not do I even think I'd have the room or the time to type it all out, especially not all in one go.

If you are truly curious, DM me or something. It might take me a bit to reply though cause if I have to get into it ALL, I will probably need to draft the response separately over a bit of time and then get it to you.

Best Battery Powered Chainsaw Brand? Let's find out! Milwaukee vs DeWalt, Makita, Ryobi & WORX

=^.^=

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
I wonder what's it like to be a voice actor... .3.

bipface said:
i wonder about the ones who voice side-characters with a handful of lines throughout the season… how are they able to make a living with that amount of work?

I hear a lot of voice actors whom I know from anime and cartoons on local radio and television commercials. One was even 'the voice' for a local rock radio station for years, doing all of their promo and filler work. Another (then) local voice actor got a gig as a traffic reporter, turned co-host, which parlayed into segment producer. Seems like a lot of the job is connections, relationships and busting yer balls, just like any other profession.

Plus ... day jobs; it is kinda cool to meet a realator whom you swear you have met before, yet it turns out you have only heard them before.

bipface said:
i wonder about the ones who voice side-characters with a handful of lines throughout the season… how are they able to make a living with that amount of work?

Good question

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
I wonder what's it like to be a voice actor... .3.

Probably a lot like being a normal actor, but with less makeup.

Also, I would submit that many are more talented than traditional actors, in that they have only one tool with which to ply their craft; no facial expressions, body and posture control, et al. to convey emotions or ideas.

G0wther said:
Disclaimer: I am a white hat

You say you're a hacker, so what do you actually know about computers, operating systems, low-level programming especially?

@Kemonophonic: post #2460736

@G0wther: my generic name is tony. Mostly they try to sell tony a lot of weed and boner pills. I want and require neither.

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
I wonder what's it like to be a voice actor...

i wonder about the ones who voice side-characters with a handful of lines throughout the season… how are they able to make a living with that amount of work?

I wonder what's it like to be a voice actor... .3.

bipface said:
i've seen some really weak ones; a few words in broken english like "… something something business proposal something …" with no links or details
i can't imagine why anyone would feel compelled to respond

I guess that just makes it easier for us good-guy hackers to play dumb and pretend to comply when in reality we are completely destroying them. And hopefully with less actual victims, and more counterhackers like myself, eventually these malicious attempts will disappear altogether due to not having a wide enough victim base and having an increasing amount of headaches and scares from being fucked with or completely hacked from us white hats. (Especially if more people do what I do and use the info they collect to warn and protect the victims in advanced or during the scams.)

G0wther said:
I freaking love scammers and hackers that are stupid enough to use social engineering attacks and email or popup attacks instead of any real skill...

i've seen some really weak ones; a few words in broken english like "… something something business proposal something …" with no links or details
i can't imagine why anyone would feel compelled to respond

Disclaimer: I am a white hat so I don't do malicious stuff with any info,(especially not info from other victims), other than fuck with and report the scammers/"hackers".

(Though let's be honest, calling them hackers diservices anyone with actual hacking skill or knowledge. Even Script kiddies deserve more recognition than that for using at least minimal skill, right?)

I freaking love scammers and hackers that are stupid enough to use social engineering attacks and email or popup attacks instead of any real skill...

Don't you love it when you get a message saying your Facebook or PayPal has been compromised when you don't even have a Facebook or PayPal account? Or how about when they send you a generic message via text or email calling you, say, "arnold" when it's not even your name and the only arnold you know of is Arnold Swartzenager?

Sure does make it easy for counter hackers like myself to get THEIR ip, location, and real names instead dontcha know.

And the icing is when I get to fuck with them by agreeing to a remote connection via a VM and instead of them getting access to my machine, I get access to theirs and get all the glorious info on them as well as sensitive info they have gotten out of other victims. It's lovely!

@bipface: :)

G0wther said: …

well i like that you always try to have discussions with substance
rather than just small-talk

post #2460213 post #2460063 post #2460062

Meow! <3

...Why? While I may be at least a little swayed into trying to get some interaction given my excess of loneliness both IRL and online, I assure you that's not the case, no matter what some might say or point to as evidence of this being such.

I simply have High Functioning ASD, (previously Asperger's Syndrome). So I just want to apologise for any weirdness and the circumstances described above (or... Below?)that come with that from me in my interactions.

Thanks for understanding. (2/2)

Just wanted to explain something I tend to do:
Some may have noticed that I tend to be long-winded or even one-sided when bliping, messaging, or even commenting. And I am aware that this may make it seem like I am trying to dominate a conversation. (and to the more manipulative-type people out there, tend to seem like I'm desperately trying to vie for attention, which said people tend to point out heavily and turn against me.) Also, I know I often speak in a very precise and particular, almost "overly professional" way, often editing my words many times to correct what was said or simply fix errors ... (1/2)