@Kemonophonic: Kemonono you don't need it!

Seems I found some placeholder/test level graphics and mappings for Sonic 3D Blast 73 Prototype).

TheHuskyK9 said:
@G0wther: It's for former staff members that left the staff on good terms. It's something akin to a token of appreciation. Other than that, we're regular members with account perks

number 1 husk

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:P

@G0wther: It's for former staff members that left the staff on good terms. It's something akin to a token of appreciation. Other than that, we're regular members with account perks

@TheHuskyK9: what significance does having the "former staff" level of membership have? What does it mean for those that have it and what should others keep in mind about users with this title?

I finally found it

furballs_dc said:
Good. =^.^=

That's good to hear

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
How are chu, love?

Good. =^.^=

Dragonlord2328 said:
Im good thanks :)

That's good to hear ^3^

furballs_dc said:
Hai!

How are chu, love?

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
I'm doing good. And yourself lovely?

Im good thanks :)

bipface said:
a much welcomed change of tone, lol

what's that supposed to mean....?

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
@furballs_dc: hoi ^w^

Hai!

@furballs_dc: hoi ^w^

Mystery Intellivision Prototype / Development Cartridges!

Wired by hand. :O

Dragonlord2328 said:
Hello there how are you?

I'm doing good. And yourself lovely?

bipface said:
a much welcomed change of tone, lol
waves

Thank chu ^^

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<3

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
Hewwo everyone. The cuddly wolf boy is back uwu

Hello there how are you?

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
Hewwo everyone. The cuddly wolf boy is back uwu

a much welcomed change of tone, lol
waves

Hewwo everyone. The cuddly wolf boy is back uwu

@KynikossDragonn: .... To clarify, I still WANT happiness though. I want a happy life more than anything. (Not that I will ever get it mind you. I have accepted that fate.) But either way, I agree that it really doesn't matter at all. Nothing in life or death does.

Doomguy666 said:
@fly_you_fools: https://e621.net/forum_topics/22535
Flash is no longer supported or something, I don't remember the details.
Here's the relevant sticky if you're interested, there's also a link to a standalone player too.

I use an emulator on my phone for flash content it works 99.9% of the time

@KynikossDragonn: Numbness CAN be better than feeling even happiness and bliss, to this I personally agree. However, I actually used to take meds that made me numb, and I felt at the time that it just wasn't for me.

Even though now I would give what little I have to feel nothing but void again... Anything to get rid of the pain.

On the point of nihilism though, I have always felt that nothing matters and that both life and death are pointless, regardless of emotional numbness, happiness or desparity. No matter what state I have been in at any time that core believe has always remained with me, and I continue to believe it 100%.

@G0wther: Never really get that effect out of anything, but that might have something to do with the fact I just simply feel nothing.

Nihilism is what keeps me sane, I guess...

@KynikossDragonn: Same.

Though I often think that death would be the best thing for me from a purely logical standpoint and not an emotional one, being an audiophile like myself means that music really gets me into it and really drives how I feel. (If I listen to metal or other hard music with evil themes for example, I do literally feel a bit murdery and tend to be really hateful and highly abrasive to humans and non humans alike. Downright manic if I listen long enough.) So with the depression and already feeling like death is a logical solution for my pathetic life, sad music (say, in the end by Lincoln park or my favorite Queen song) just turns that dial way up and activates the emotional side of it to where suicide becomes more than a constant passing thought and more so something feel the extreme need to actually act on and THAT'S NO GOOD.

@Kemonophonic: I wish I was like that. Or in the very least knew what my orientation actually was and that it was clear cut. (Like gay or straight or bi, but I still am highly confused and it sucks.)

I AM the kind of person though that would like to both have a romantic relationship and even a partner to snuggle up to on the couch or in bed, but I also am like you in that I tend to want to do my own thing in my own room by myself for 99% of the time while my love does the same in another part of the house when a partner is living with me. I like the single aspect around the house, even though I'm dying to have someone anyway and I just hope that if I did get a partner that such would not come off as me being distant, unloving, or otherwise in a negative way.

@G0wther: I'm permanently depressed. But, that doesn't get in the way of listening to whatever I feel like listening to.

Life has gotten so bad now that I can listen to sad songs anymore for fear of becoming self-harmful or suicidal. I can't even listen to bohemian rapsody and I friggin love that song.

This has also become the case for love songs for me in the last few months. Especially ones that are slow or mainly use acoustics or piano. Can't stand being reminded of my own lonely plights and having to curl up and cry for an hour from hearing how everyone else seems to have someone who loves them, you know?

Anyone else here not able to listen to some genuinely good music or do other things they used to enjoy because of similar reasons or am I the odd one out here?

~WolfyTheWolf~ said:
@furballs_dc: oh. Well that's understandable. ^^

@Doomguy666: Yeah most browsers don't support it anymore.

@Kemonophonic: Huh, I must have misclicked. I was looking at a totally different piece.

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=^-^=

@fly_you_fools: https://e621.net/forum_topics/22535
Flash is no longer supported or something, I don't remember the details.
Here's the relevant sticky if you're interested, there's also a link to a standalone player too.

Kemonophonic said:
the earliest one I do remember seeing on the site is this one.

Oh dear, I can't seem to play flash.

the panic attacks are back. some shit swapped out my sleep medication for a stimulant. not a good thing to give to someone like me who has anger issues and well-founded paranoia

edit: and it wore off. there's no feeling anymore. i need direction. i need orders. there's nothing

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Api i'm pretty sure they've been herm throughout the day.

@Kemonophonic: I remember starting my furry art (explicit included) browsing way back in like 2009 or so I think? I'm not sure when I actually hit up this site though, but I think it was about 2011 or 2012 when my BF at the time was like "So you like furry stuff? Boy have I got the perfect site for you!"

@bipface: @fly_you_fools: I'm not sure if that implies anything about how well you people knew your own sexuality at a relatively younger age (yeah I know all you young-uns probably think late teens is not young at all but whatever), but I find that fascinating to say the least, not to mention lucky.

I'm an old fuck and still a great bit confused about what I like as far as my sexuality (and how it translates to trying to find mate) which really peeves me honestly but I'm glad you guys had the luck to find out your sexual preferences early on. Good on you peeps.

I saw the old flash version of this https://e621.net/posts/1098532?q=parent%3A51243
On some other trash site, the flash one was 11 years ago. Searching for more h0rs3 stuff brought me here. That was the first male/male anything I ever watched, so I learned something about myself that night.
Can't remember the first picture though.

A $3,000 Wicked & Elegant Mouse Trap. The Royal No. 1 Mousetrap From 1879. Mousetrap Monday

Oh Mai!

@Kemonophonic:

Full decade for me

fly_you_fools said:
Does anyone remember the very first pic you saw on the site?

For me, I was fairly new to the furry community as a whole. I was also a horny teen at the time (23 now, don't worry) and so I was looking up furry porn using Google.
By chance I found some Wolfy-Nail art on another site, and so I wanted more. lol
So I just searched his username and it led me here. At the time, this was one of his most recent pieces https://e621.net/posts/181830?q=wolfy_nail
So it was the first picture on e621 I saw.

fly_you_fools said:
Does anyone remember the very first pic you saw on the site?

I wish i did tbf it was way before i had an account

fly_you_fools said:
Not only was that the first image I saw on here, it was the first real porn I had ever seen

lol, bit of gay clop makes for a solid starting-point

i don't recall my first visit here, but my browser does
continuing on the pony-boy trend, incidentally

That was back in the day when FiMFiction still allowed explicit images to be posted in the comments. Not only was that the first image I saw on here, it was the first real porn I had ever seen. Bleh.

Does anyone remember the very first pic you saw on the site?

Mine was this: https://e621.net/posts/229868

That was in 2012. Sheesh. Oh, I guess that means eight years for me after all. Miscalculated.

i will never understand why the majority of humanity believes "i never said x" is somehow irrefutable proof that x is false, especially when said claim is done in the same sentence that proves x.

i dont know what to think anymore, and im starting to believe thinking itself is a waste of energy.

TheHuskyK9 said:
@fly_you_fools: 8 years and 3 months for me :V

i think you meant to say
5 years and 9 months
¬‿¬

Kemonophonic said:
I just noticed that a few days ago marked 2 years since I joined e621. Time sure flies, huh?

I'm going to be there soon to.....but for me it feels like it has been longer than 2 years

TheHuskyK9 said:
@fly_you_fools: 8 years and 3 months for me :V

Well if I include all the time I was on here before making an account it becomes 10 years :P

@fly_you_fools: 8 years and 3 months for me :V

Kemonophonic said:
I just noticed that a few days ago marked 2 years since I joined e621. Time sure flies, huh?

Seven years for me 😐

French_Fried said:
@kamimatsu: you still have the power to obtain an attorney and sue whoever assaulted you.

and get boiled again? no. my only power is my mortality

Top 10 Surprising Sonic 3D Facts (SEGA's surprise & disappointment)

"Slightly" off camera angle. :V

Last night I had to endure the torture of setting up a new phone, downloading my apps and signing in to everything again. At least I got a new phone heh. It's a Huawei Y5. I won't ever get Apple or Samsung.

@kamimatsu: you still have the power to obtain an attorney and sue whoever assaulted you.

French_Fried said:
@kamimatsu: what country are you in?

America.

@kamimatsu: what country are you in?

bipface said:
sounds like you should bring a lawyer next time

They boiled my fucking thumb and claimed it was self inflicted. No lawyer can prevent that

kamimatsu said:
Last time i ever try to go to the police for help. I dont even know what they wanted from me. I knew torture still existed but fuck.

sounds like you should bring a lawyer next time

Last time i ever try to go to the police for help. I dont even know what they wanted from me. I knew torture still existed but fuck.

Odisaodi said:
@fly_you_fools: what is wrong?

I've had anxiety for years but never thought of myself as having anxiety. I'm too chill and gregarious for that, right? But it's gotten so bad and my buddy who I've had a crush on/been in love with since I was 15 said I must have anxiety and it all made sense. I just saw said (very straight) buddy after FOUR YEARS and I hadn't realized just how crushingly lonely I'd become since March. I can't even explain here how complex our relationship is. There's so much messed up crap.

Welcome back. =^.^=

For those I know you here , I know I been absent for long time and sometimes I’m not active here everyday , the reason that I’m always in hiatus a lot , so anyway sorry if I’m not active that much (I don’t why I had to apologize lol)

Bark!

@fly_you_fools: what is wrong?

post #2457063

=^-^=

More waiting for stuff sick of waiting now

@Kemonophonic: post #2456902

ur moldy.

moldymelon.

i laugh
a hearty melonlaugh

fly_you_fools said:
I know I'm just whining here but why does life have to be such a pile of shit.

Same