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Daleport996

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In response to blip #125778

SNPtheCat said:
Hey at least compared to your example, the risks are far lower. As long as you do your due diligence and learn from your mistakes it'll be fine

I don't know. I don't think I'd count not giving people their money's worth as a far lower risk. And like, the consequences of my mistakes are pretty big. Like, they may think I'm an asshole and put my name up on that website with the list of artists who are assholes.

Also, I don't know how I'd do due diligence. No damn way I'm just gonna ask someone 10 times my size about how it's done. Like they'd want to be bothered by some random small time wannabe.

I'm just gonna backtrack and apologize to my clients before I get the chance let them down even more. I should've waited 11 years or however long it takes to perfect my skill. In the meantime, I'm just gonna turn to dust, I guess.

Daleport996

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Quite the depressive episodes in the blips today. Even I'm having it.

I shouldn't have bitten more than I can chew. I'm getting less and less confident I'd be able to finish my projects in a timely manner. See, not having a deadline doesn't make me feel good because I'm just gonna be lazy and feel bad about not doing anything. But, having a deadline gives me anxiety. And now, there's money at stake. It doesn't help that I'm working for people I genuinely try to keep good relations with.

Is this what having a job feels like? I've never even considered what I'm gonna do after I finish college. As far as planning goes, this is the only thing I've ever thought of doing long term. And I suck at it.

I'm probably gonna close it immediately after I'm done with this one. I'm already more than happy if I can make people horny. I forgot why wanted to I start in the first place.

kamimatsu

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turns out experiencing the rush of emotions i didnt have since i was 15 and should have had has left me without the experience to cope with them at all let alone all at once and i was not exactly sane to begin with

Drink Arngejuice

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at this point i'm just gonna ditch an avatar. it seems every post i choose and get really attached to just gets deleted

Drink Arngejuice

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well aren't i glad that i went and downloaded all the jaki_sila art uploaded here, because now it's all gone for not fitting into minimum quality standards...

SNPtheCat

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In response to blip #125775

Daleport996 said:
I know you're trying to be encouraging. I appreciate that. But, I'm not really gonna hire an architect whose slogan is "Will our building crumble down? Who knows. We've literally never done anything like this before! Now, give us your money."

Hey at least compared to your example, the risks are far lower. As long as you do your due diligence and learn from your mistakes it'll be fine

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    Daleport996

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    Dripen_Arn said:
    well for what's it's worth you're doing a great job at advertising your integrity here in the blips

    I know you're trying to be encouraging. I appreciate that. But, I'm not really gonna hire an architect whose slogan is "Will our building crumble down? Who knows. We've literally never done anything like this before! Now, give us your money."

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    Daleport996

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    Omfg, I'm so fucking nervous. I'm *this* close to pressing submit. But what if I fucked up? What if I missed something, and now everyone's gonna loophole and scam the shit out of me? What if people think I sound like an asshole? What if I slacked off and they think I scammed them instead? What if I overpriced stuff? What if I underpriced stuff? What if the payment platform I've been using is actually not good, and I put everyone's life in jeopardy?

    I'm scared. I feel like I'm playing trust fall with a locomotive here.

    user 1583451

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    had caeser salad. ate it. chunk of assumedly moth pupae in it. day ruined. my skin is falling off and i will become a moth and fly into the sun like icarly fucking did

    kamimatsu

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    I think I broke, i thought getting all my emotions back would be a good thing i was horribly wrong

    user 1583451

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    Fuck You, I Don't Want To Jerk Off Anymore. Or Sex. fucckciing shjt up . we are reading webcomics and no it is not homestuck

    user 1583451

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    damn when i bounce up and down on his vagina i be like 𝓓𝓮𝓯𝓪𝓾𝓵𝓽 𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓼𝓾𝓷𝓰 𝓡𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓽𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓣𝓮𝓷 𝓗𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼

    user 1583451

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    AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    Daleport996

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    Can I just say, going to business school kinda sucks. I mean, the career prospect out of it is kinda good, but I really hate the people there. Like, I understand now why corporations seem to be very out of touch with reality.

    Just then, I had to explain to someone why changing data on a whim and not citing the correct source "because they're not gonna check anyway" is unethical. Also, like two professors who taught/teaches my class clearly don't understand the subject matter enough and were just reading the slides. And basically everyone I've seen there praises Elon.

    I kinda wished I had worked hard to go into art school instead. I know the joke that's been going around on how art students can't get a job. But, since I literally have no idea what I'm gonna do after I graduate anyway, apart from drawing porn, I might've as well.

    Daleport996

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    In response to blip #125734

    wickedFauna said:
    have you tried "asks"?

    Ooh, that's a good one. That doesn't even sound right when I speak it. I'm pretty sure I'm pronouncing it with the right amount of syllables. But, it always feels like I'm saying an extra "s" at the end.

    Idk, could be because I don't natively speak English, and I'm just not used to hearing it said out loud.

    user 1005864

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    Daleport996 said:
    Also, "offs" is like a really weird word. It starts with one vowel followed by three consecutive consonants, and nothing else. It feels like it shouldn't exist. Yet, it doesn't have the red squiggly line underneath it.

    Welcome to "learning English", next stop; words that dont look real!

    vubbyshark

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    In response to blip #125729

    Daleport996 said:
    Looking through my unfinished stuff, I realized just how terrible my drawing quality used to be. But, I was also far more creative with my ideas and scenarios back then. Those are some trade offs.

    Funnily enough I was looking through my unfinished WIP folder from last year just today lol

    I truly believe that if you have the ability to look back critically at your work from the past, it just means that you've made considerable progress. So, congratulations! (And for me, if I need fresh ideas, I play a game where I take two or more references and try to combine that somehow into its own thing with my own spin on it. Maybe that will help? Good luck either way!)

    Daleport996

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    Looking through my unfinished stuff, I realized just how terrible my drawing quality used to be. But, I was also far more creative with my ideas and scenarios back then. Those are some trade offs.

    Also, "offs" is like a really weird word. It starts with one vowel followed by three consecutive consonants, and nothing else. It feels like it shouldn't exist. Yet, it doesn't have the red squiggly line underneath it.

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    user 1005864

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    In response to blip #125719

    Daleport996 said:
    Well, actually I feel underachieving because I don't write (and didn't plan to), but I felt like I should've.

    Idk, probably it was the mixed feeling I had after reading that I can't even explain what it is (because to be fair, the story I read was fucked up), and my brain just kinda tried to interpret it as me being jealous or something.

    Or some other thing. I'm evidently not qualified to talk about psychology

    I mean, if you dont want to write you dont have to right?

    Maybe you were in awe of how good the story was and wanted to create something like it?

    Im also not qualified, but i do try to help.

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